On Wednesday 1st October my gorgeous husband ordered and paid for some new looms from *** CinDwood Crafts *** for me to be shipped from the US via priority shipping. Cindy suggested that they could be here within a week which, if that does happen, will be completely awesome.

My order is for nine looms and Cindy put in a couple of freebies too, the mini loom and project book, that is so kind. Plus she took off a further 10% off the total bill despite the prices being so reasonable in the first place.
My order is for :
Combo 4 pc Adult Small to Medium set 40, 30, 20, 10 pegs 3/4 inch gauge
Adult Large hat 42 peg 3/4 inch gauge
Youth hat 34 peg 3/4 inch gauge
Adult Hat 59 peg half inch gauge
Adult Large 66 pegs half inch gauge
Youth Large, Round 55 pegs half inch gauge
I am very excited about this. Been feeling so useless lately inside. Each time I have tried to do something creative besides cooking I have felt so horrible because my hands go all stiff, I feel like my head is pounding and as a result of feeling so weak by the time I do get to sit down to do anything like my knitting crafts, my eyes start playing me up as well and I cant see to do the fine gauge looms any more. It has been very difficult for me to even manage the simplest things on the looms these past three weeks and it is getting very upsetting now. When my hubby suggested buying some more in a different gauge slightly closer together pegs than the knifty knitter looms but a larger gauge than the fine gauge looms I couldnt believe it. He is so kind and supportive. Yesterday after he paid for the looms he looked at me and said "you look really excited" even though I didnt say anything at all except to thank him. I was nervous about this order because he asked me what I wanted and in between painting and fixing up the new kitchen in preparation of delivery for the new units and cooker, he sat down during the night with the list of looms I was interested in, changed it about a bit to make sure that there was no doubles and then showed it to me. I then changed a couple, took one out and added the combo set. Then he contacted the lady again and did the deal. I am still in complete shock about all of this, not used to having any money just spent on me just like that in the middle of the week. It all seems so out of the ordinary and out of the blue but feels kind of happiness inducing at the same time, which is just lovely.
Last night I contacted the lady who sells me all the designer yarns at extremely reasonable prices and asked her advice about yarn suggestions for Pat's special beanie hat that I can now make when the looms arrive. I explained that I hadnt been able to make a hat for him yet in one piece as using two strands of yarn as one was making the hat a little too thick for him to enjoy wearing especially in the car whilst driving. I want something a bit slinky so it drapes well but soft enough for his bald head so it doesnt get scratchy underneath the top. I showed her some photographs of the pinwheel clothes I have been making for the kitchen from Isela Phelps's pattern and told her that design will probably be the top of the hat so it sits nicely on the head rather than having to be pulled down too much. Diane, the yarn lady, said that she had some Adriafil - a good quality Italian yarn - the name of this particular wool is Regina Classic in a lovely dark charcoal almost black shade. I have no idea what it looks like but when she suggested I send her £5 for 400g of it, I jumped at the chance. She has put it in with my parcel to send today and I have her card and envelope all ready to go when my husband finally retreats from the shower this morning. I think that was an amazing bargain as I looked up the yarn and it sells for around £5-6 each ball.
Being such a productive, busy person in the past and normally, I am finding it extremely difficult to cope with not being able to use my hands much in the way I am used to doing, my eyes hurt a lot of the time and I feel all stiff and in a tremendous amount of pain across and around the sides of my abdomen area. I am flatly refusing to let this beat me though and even though I need another operation to put things right I am forcing myself to do things. Even simple dishcloths are proving a challenge right now but last night I got through half of one on the green knifty knitter so I felt quite proud. I even taught myself how to do the cable cast on using just my fingers as I cant hold the crochet hook properly at the moment. I was very happy with my efforts last night and hope that I can do more of the same today if my body will allow me to. It feels like a constant argument between myself and my body. I feel like I have been invaded and taken over by something that I dont like very much and am having a hard time of it at the moment. I am sure things will get better after the operation but waiting for that to happen is destroying me day by day.
I have my Christmas list that I am working my way through as well. Nearly finished one set of items so that makes me feel quite proud too as it was a struggle to even start them.
Cant wait till my new looms arrive and I can do more, hopefully.